Lonely or horny

Couple at Schloss Solitude (The castle of solitude)

For my friends, lonely or not. You know you love me.
xoxo Lonely Boy

There are days, when you get lonely
You wonder, how ‘in love’ would be
Don’t worry, there’s someone, maybe
On their way joinin’ your journey

There are times, when your eyes ‘re teary
’Cause noone might love you dearly
May the prince, who smiles charmingly
Cross your way, on whity pony

For a while, there’s just you only
In your heart, you want ♥he+she♥
Are you sure, your life is lonely?
Or maybe, you are just… horny?

For some time, noone’s touched your wee
Yeah I know, (it’s) oh-my-God-HORNY!
You’ll hook up, just for sex solely
It could be, your heart feels empty…

It’s been days… down there got itchy
So slowly, your mind gets dirrrty
Nike it! Sex is not filthy
Even when you do it homosexually, baby

Say, for now, you’re playing solo
That’s correct, you and your oboe
Then she comes, blowing harmonies
Together your gang’ll bang loudly

I give up, can’t tell exactly
In my pants: lonely or horny
There’s one thing, can tell you truly
Always could use your hands, honey!

Written by Kannextic (that’s right, it’s me )

on 19/10/2010 – a day with mixed emotions: lonely, neglected, abandoned, unloved, deceived, unfair, poor, stupid, happy and of course, itchy. And no, I don’t have STDs

First photo by me, second one by… google image

The old me’s gone, I feel brand new and if you don’t like it FUCK YOU!

I’ve been changing a lot lately. I really feel it.

I changed my diet.

Spend more time away from the computer, more time for real life, even though it’s almost just myself.

I think different.

I see the world differently.

It all started after I ended the relationship I could have had with Fl. I dated C. for a while. It was fun and easy and so care-free which made me realize maybe I don’t need what I’ve always wanted, maybe what I need to do is to change myself, instead of hoping for people to change.

But of course, changing myself isn’t as easy as it sounds. I was thinking the same way as usual and eventually got my heart broken, so predictable, I know. But after today’s deal breaker, I realize there’s just one way to make it real, to wake the darker colder side of me. I need to kill the hope and care less for everything. EVERYTHING.

Petit salaud, petite garce, je n’aime que moi moi moi moi.

Having a good heart is overrated.

Having a heart that moves is fucking unnecessary.

I don’t give a damn!

http://www.vimeo.com/11369525 – If you don’t like it fuck you

http://www.vimeo.com/2350118 – Petit salaud, qui tu préfères? Qui tu veux fais ton choix?

No video online but I think the lyric suits me too: For once, in my life, I will let sorrows hurt me not like it hurted me before.

It’s just, another crush

And it’s over, period.

 

You Belong with Me from Fadilla R on Vimeo.